aNothEr STUPIDITY of mine,,,, :((

Today, i woke up and realize that i've missed ur birthday on the last December 18. So, I decided to send u a message. I don't know Why it took me long enough to think over bout the words i should use. So, i wrote u a message,,

the simple one,,"HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!! :)

I don't know where i can get the nerve to send u the message AGAIN. Of course, I have this regret burdening me,, I kept thinking bout those silly imagination of yours, kept thinking whether u still remember my number or not, kept thinking what response will u give me, and all the stupid things i can imagine. :((

And finally, i realized that it took u an hour to respond my message,,, i don't know for sure whether u took ur time to recognize my number or not too soon to reply it. Just a simple answer that u gave but really made me feel the butterfly in my stomach. What's so special bout; "HAHAHAH,,,,TENGKYUUUUU MAWAREEEE!! :)"

Well, I'm glad to know that u r still remember me... but i decided not to send u any other replies cos i don't want to have any further communication with u... not because i hate u but i will hate myself even worse that u can ever imagined.

So, sorry for throwing u aside of me cos it kills me just to see u out there.

I wish u know that ur simple answer can ruin whole self defense i've built years ago.. just through ur simple reply...

I definitely sure that u know how I feel for u yet u can do NOTHING otherwise being so ignorant... I just want to tell u that it hurts me so bad,,, I"d prefer to get yelled rather than to get ignored...

This is what happened every time i got this WRONG nerve around me,,, such called STUPIDITY,,, i really wanna scream out loud just to relief my burden inside,,,,

HUUUUUU,,,I SHOULDN'T HAVE SENT U ANY MESSAGE,,

_Maware_

My bestfriend's wedding

Wooooowwww,,,,,

Today....December 18th,2009...my best friend, Vie, finally gets married. I feel so happy for her happiness,,which is also filled with green as the wedding theme...

I know that she's been dreaming of this day to come to her life.

I know that this man whom she got married into is all she ever wanted to be hers.

I know that all the suffer she got lately gives her strength to have this precious day.

I know that all of her time, thoughts, effort and pray are worth to wait until GOD answer her prayers.

what a weird couple they are!!!! :))

I have all the supporting ideas for the above statement which I can't tell you,,,hihihi

but somehow,,I am AMAZED of what they are achieving today..

all I can say is I am sooooooo Happy for u both and wish u a wonderful,long lasting marriage and happily ever after of course,,,

Notes: thank GOD you did NOT take a bath this morning otherwise we will get wet just because of you,,,hohohoho ^_^