Oopss, I DID it again!!!!!!

HOW COME

I sent him a message,,,

I hoped him to reply my message instantly,,,

I imagined him to ask me a question even my condition,,,

I would send him another reply,,,

I got this butterfly on my stomach AGAIN,,,

HOW CRUEL

This feeling can be every time i got something related to u...

This nerve can go wrong every time i got lil communication with u...

This head can think of anything bout u all the time...

This heart can beat inside of me every time i think and see ur name...

This emotion can ruin my following days by just having one small contact...

This bridge can fall even though i've made it for the last five years..

Ohhh,,, NOOOOO...

Why can't I control myself bout things like u????

Why can't I let u go away???? shoooooo shoooo >.<

Why can't I free my mind off u????

Why can't I forget u in every single minute of my life????