Life never runs smoothly,,, including me,,, I need to struggle in my own position,,,
Well,being a teacher is not as simple as I thought it were especially as the temporary status teacher like mine. So many troubles facing me ahead... such as.. different gap with the seniors.. unfairness condition.. surrounded by many backstabbers..GOSH..so hard to trust someone...
I try to be myself and be nice to everyone so that I'll get the GOOD karma in my future. But it seems like everyone misjudged me, underestimate the things I did, and even worse take advantage of things I did. Truly, I have never had someone to be satisfied with my work or at least say "Good job" to encourage me... how poor I am,,ha??
The worst truth of my job is knowing your teacher much more than i should have,,,
The one whom I supposed to respect may changed into the one whom I disrespect for misjudging me, underestimating me and taking advantage of me..
See this great treatments that I had,,,
*This first teacher is my elementary teacher,,why I'm starting to feel disrespect,,she asked my school principal for not raising my salary in balancing with the older English teacher. She said that I'm still single and have no one to be taking care of. come on,, what is the price of my educational background and my capabilities,,,
More...She often show me her unfriendly face and become so suspicious with all the things I have... Hell yeah,,,I'm getting tired to face her around..
*This second teacher is also the temporary status teacher but the thing that makes me feel so horrible to face her is her bad attitude,,, come on,, she only thinks about her own and ignore others who also have the same rights,,,us. She's nothing but trouble and more,,she's such a real life example of Great Backstabber in my life. I'll have to be more careful otherwise she'll stab my back,, huiiiiiiiiiiiiih..
Several are still on my lists but this is more than enough to show you how life can never run smooth as well as u've planned before. but still, I keep my faith to show them that I can be a great survivor of their bad treatment...
Wish all the GOOD karma comes as soon as the jet-plane goes,, so be it,, may it be true,,
_AMIN_
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