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I have many friends but I only have four closest friends who know me inside and out. I can’t tell someone easily bout my problems.

The matter is I felt totally shocked when one of my very best friend disappeared. It happened last year when she definitely refused my thousand calls and messages. She just left and gave me nothing than worries and questions.

The last time we’ve talked, I was mad at her for not telling me her condition and also not knowing mine. We often misunderstood since she never call or even reply my messages. I know that she is busy but for not having time to reply my messages. Come on???

What did i do wrong?

Am I the worst friend ever that makes her left me behind?

Am I wrong to worry bout her condition?

I trust her so bad but she left me and throw my name from her friend list.

She blocked all the way that allows us to see one to each other.

I just don’t know her anymore. She has totally changed into someone that I’ve never imagined before.

Is this what best friend does? of course not. It convinces me that I was wrong to trust her and I am the only one who thinks that she is my best friend but she doesn’t.

So sad but what can I do?

Hopefully, she is fine out there and able to find many-many best friends who are much better than me.

Nothing hurts than having a best friend who prefers to choose her boyfriend than her best friend.

And nothing worse than having no best friends around you.

So, maintain your communication not only with your family but also with your best friends.